Finsh What You've Started.
It's a winner day! /Saturday, May 11, 2013
/ Saturday, May 11, 2013
Kay grew up so fast. I didn't thought I would be so attached to my child. I mean, nv have I thought that I will be a 'children mummy' those who lived for the sake of their kids. I always thought that life should be driven with a purpose; like being a who n who at age 25, achieving so and so at which point of life.
But kaylee have thought me so much more than these few skeptical thoughts.
I've decided to pen( in this case, blog) down all the incidents that have touched me time and time again. I thank God for giving me this miracle baby. For she is my teacher, she taught me so much more that anybody could have.
11/may
Church gave all the mummies a daisy for mothers' day. Kay proudly present hers to me along with a card.
She have been constantly saying: ' happy mothers' days to be during these two days. Upon reaching my mum's place, she saw that her daisy looked 'withered' and started to feel demoralized. So Daddy n i tried to 'repair it.
After a bath, she came out looking for the withered daisy only to find out that it had 'won and the daisy have became a winner' she mumbled; my flower didn't die, my flower can be a winner too, mummy, my flower win, right?
She went to wear her clothes. After which I found her standing at the place again, she said 'I want to look at my flower so that it won't go (do the slouching action) die again.
At that point, I thought to myself. This is how pure a child can be. They can be out to be naughty, but they are ur best friend if you gave it ur all to them. I'm glad to have this girl as my buddy.
/Saturday, May 4, 2013
/ Saturday, May 04, 2013
Lord, with every kick I felt. He reminded me of your love and uncompromising commitment to me,weiliang and Kaylee.
Though I might not be earning as much. Though things might be looking tough. Though I might trembled. But Lord, You have always stayed true.
Shameful am I to be swayed when things are calm, seeking shelter in You only in times of desperation. But You never forsaken me, You grant me wishes and showed me that Your ways for me are so much better than what I thought would be most ideal.
I want to be more like You. And today service was like You saying to me: Let others know who I am through you. I don't know if I'm able to achieve that. But Lord, I have Faith in You. Your words never fail me. Your directions for me are as clear. You know what's best for me. For now, I will rejoice in every moment, every kick experienced.
Lord give me the courage to be fearless. To not worry n know that he will come out as perfect. Father, I ned You to give me the assurance. I know reaffirmation that he is gona be strong n healthy. Let the evil thoughts go away. I'm sorry to be such weak in faith. But I know I am given a boy who is a great man of faith.
Thank You for the miracle.
Lord Jesus, I am thankful for everything.