Finsh What You've Started.
/Tuesday, November 30, 2010
/ Tuesday, November 30, 2010
if i got the power, i'm so gona turn u into a frog.
/Saturday, November 27, 2010
/ Saturday, November 27, 2010
because when there are some who's jealous of you.
it doesnt means that you are lousy.
for the last one standing, is always the winner.
it's who you are at the very end of the day.
BECAUSE HE LIVES /Thursday, November 18, 2010
/ Thursday, November 18, 2010
Dear mama,
TQ for paying my sch fees and all for all those years.But Iam suppose to get outa my shell and be a more responsible person. Im glad that i can managed to pay for my current school fees with my own cpf money.
Eventhough its jus for a pathetic one sem,i am trying my ways and means to let you feel comfortable for the fact that your girl isnt a burden anymore.
I thank God that you're in the initial stage of colon cancer, and that let me realise how precious you are. And now, i reckon that the Lord wants me to understand more about growing up.
Even so that you and dad are on the worst relationship a couple can get, but i do love you both. And i prayed hard that dad wouldnt have any cancer, that the on-growing lump on his neck is jus a lump of flesh.
Being the eldest, I know i just gota be strong, but I cant take the fact that any of my loved ones are leaving.
I know you two are trying your best to give bro and i the most normal life a kid can have, despite your broken marriage. Yet i know, its jus part of my life. and this is what makes me stronger as a person. What's in me iS the trust i have in Lord that He'll answer to my prayer every night.
That in my prayers, my loved ones will be taken care by Him.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound. /Sunday, November 7, 2010
/ Sunday, November 07, 2010
U were once my god brother.
but forever, u'll b in my heart.
D, I'll miss u.
U've created an impact in everybody's life. Death has never been so close, never had i thought of losing a friend at such age.
The older u are, the more you gota learn in life.
And this, i suppose, is a learning process.
but the price is too huge to pay.
D, pls wait for us at the gate of Heaven. And I'll see u one day when my time arrive. But pls be sure that u know how i look like by then.
Im proud to know you.
And you brought me closer to God.
Your legacy will always be with me.
Till then, you'll be in my heart. For sure. tt's how much u matters.
I love you brother, bless us from above.
For now, goodbye.
30.10.10 /Wednesday, November 3, 2010
/ Wednesday, November 03, 2010
dear Darren,
news of u getting killed is jus so abrupt. eventhough we've stop talking to each other during the recent years, it still affect me much to hear about ur death.
i remembered during our secondary days in Loyang, having the god-sis and bro thingy, we often meet aft school to smoke, prolly for a yr. You always ask me about what opinion i have about ur relationship. As what was mentioned last night, you loved ur friends more than u love urself.
we were once strayed, cheong, me, xiang hui and etc; we once were stupid enough to dream of being part of society. thinking that its cool.
but last night, last night, ur family members were strong, esp ur dad. he said something which i reckon much;"Darren wasnt a bad kid. He tried to be. but he cant. He just wanted to be a part of somewhere, to be accepted." that was what left the deepest impact in me.
We can dislike someone jus bcuz he/she is irritating, a boot-licker. but nv have i thought that all he wants is to accepted.
How tough it is for those dearest to see you lying coldly in there, to sing praises and condolences to ur family. Why is it that everyone is growing up, and jus when u too, are given the chance to. such incident happen.
They say, kids who learn music wont stray. i say, kids who belive in Christ wont too. I find peace that you're now in a green pasture. That u wont have to worry about ur grades, ur hair, ur pimples. That right now,all u have is embracing in Lord's grace.
If, if i didnt jus give up. prolly we could have attended church together.
Darren, pls, give blessing to ur family. that they will take these baby steps to adapt life without u.
Im e eldest, and i could imagine how sucks it is to have the family burdened on the shoulders of ur sister.
Give them strength, cause life for them will never be the same anymore.
Chirstians do not paticipate in Halloween, and i wont even more celebrate this day, cuz one of my friend left for Heaven on this day.
Your friend,
Wendi