Finsh What You've Started.
/Sunday, May 30, 2010
/ Sunday, May 30, 2010
monday blue,green,yellow,orange,purple.
i think i had an awesome weekend last week tts y i ended up being so shack for this week t come.how how how!!!!!!!!!!!
happy girl. // Sunday, May 30, 2010
orchard.
chan chan chan.
milo.
buddies.
booze.
drink.
mahjong.
drunk.
happy much.
chan chan chan.
friends.
cab.
love.
weekend.
with chowchow.
and kaylee.
/Wednesday, May 26, 2010
/ Wednesday, May 26, 2010
under the influence of chowchow,im thinking of applyin to b a policewoman!!!!!!
it sound really cool and fun when ihear him talk about daily happenings.
i wan t try so many new jobs.howhowhow!!!
/Tuesday, May 25, 2010
/ Tuesday, May 25, 2010
WAKA WAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!iloveafricaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
/Saturday, May 22, 2010
/ Saturday, May 22, 2010
looking forward,excited.
xoxoxoxo
meanwhile,im bored.
/Thursday, May 20, 2010
/ Thursday, May 20, 2010
lets play a game-
'test my patience and explode.'
yes,im happy being w u.but not ppl ard u.i dont care who's reading.cuz its e fact.i dont feel any better.im sick of all the shit.n i know it s gona die us out one day.
im goin t learn how t b fucking selfish and pls dun blame me for tt.n if i dont seems t respect you tt's bcuz
'im jus like this,bear with it'.
/Wednesday, May 19, 2010
/ Wednesday, May 19, 2010
i try t avoid blogging some sensitive issues recently.
but its really tmm tt i got t jus find a bloody space t blah things out.
and this happen t b the only space for me right now.
dont ever tell me "she's like tt,jus dont take it t heart.cuz she talks w/o thinking.and aft a while she'll forget what she said."
1)if im like TT,can u ppl accept me?n,trying t mould me like this n that.
2)if u talk w/o thinking then sad t say,u're no different frm being a bimbo.
3)and if u forgotten what nonsense u've jus blah.i suggest u think about how old u r only.
as much as i wanted to do my part t respect you,but every nw and then,your outburst of temper seriously irks me off.i dont see why i deserve all this shit because everyone in the house is so used t it ALREADY,and presuming tt i should also too.
i really regret comin t work n agreeing t u wantin t take care of kay.
f it.F it,u get it?
as much as i wanted t blah every,every single thing out.but i know exactly how hard its gona be.
you dont know what its like to be me.
i pray hard hoping every morning,when i open my eyes,i'll b in an apartment of my own.
tt life will b better without u guys.
and that loving someone....is just as hard,when reality hits.
/Monday, May 17, 2010
/ Monday, May 17, 2010
i know you want me,you know i want ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pitbull.
tmr.
fort canning.
cant go;(
/Thursday, May 13, 2010
/ Thursday, May 13, 2010
gona skip dinner and go for a jog tonight.
chowchow's coming back on sat.and i bet he will want t add those calories aft 6 days in jungle.
boy,
ii miss u so very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.how how how.how t resist ur love for this boy!!!u tell me!!!!!!
anyway,kaylee baby is learning hw to stand on her own.happy happy!!!kaylee's growing up!!my lovely baby girl((:
/Wednesday, May 12, 2010
/ Wednesday, May 12, 2010
22nd for low guan hong 20th.
29 for hansheng 21st.
and let me tell u something.i freaking feel like clubbing w chowchow.but first of all.45 pls!!!
/Monday, May 10, 2010
/ Monday, May 10, 2010
im really glad we managed t clear e misunderstanding for,this matter has been on my mind for the longest time.honestly,i really didnt expect things to turn for e better.
and right now,aft e conversation,i do felt that we've indeed changed.from young foolish girls t a parent of our own baby.thank you for clarifying things despite me,giving up on contacting you.appreciated(:
on e other side,i know who's the one who start all these matter.
u know who u are.
poisonwawa.im not going to further discriminate what you'e done behind my back.as long as u and i know.
ur name and action disgust me.
/Sunday, May 9, 2010
/ Sunday, May 09, 2010
if u know tt ur child is going to die sooner or later.what will u do?
i think my world wouldnt b e same if tt happens.
passed by some mummy blog and saw this.
http://www.sacbee.com/static/newsroom/swf/april07/mother/happy belated mothers' day<3
i think this song voice out how i was feeling all time.
when i was youngeri saw my daddy cryand curse at the windhe broke his own heartand i watchedas he tried to reassemble itand my mommy swear that she'll never let herself forgetand that was the day i promised i'd never sing loveif it does not existbut,darlingyou,are,the only exceptionyou,are,the only excpetionyou,are the only exceptionyou,are,the only exceptionmaybe i know,somewheredeep in my soulthat love never lastsand we've got to find other waysto make it alonekeep a straight faceand i've always lived like thiskeeping a comfortable,distanceand up until now.i has sworn to myself that im content with lonelinessbecause none of it was ever worth the riskwell,you're the only exception.and i'm on my way to believing.darling boy,there's so many things happening lately to the family and causing an impact to our relationship somehow.as much as i thought marriage was that easy because its only you and me.but i know,it aint easy to be the wife of the only son in the family.so much so at times,i think t myself whether all these sacrifice are worth those happy moments.adding on to the woes were you having to complete ns.
but the moment i see the way u showered me with your love.i know no one could ever replace your position in my heart.for you give me everything that i wanted.
and im on my way to beliving that you're the only exception:))
lets work hard for kaylee.your baby girl who goes 'dadadadadaaaaaaa' everytime she sees you.
// Sunday, May 09, 2010
gona miss another gathering w/ e girls at charlene's place.
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
school's starting,and i seriously cant wait.
july 21.i cant wait t jus continue school and finish my diploma.
/Thursday, May 6, 2010
/ Thursday, May 06, 2010
i think the problem lies w/ me.nt anybody.tt,i always wan to do e v best.not knowing the limit of one.f.if im like this during my school days,then it'll b awesome.seriously got to learn hw to take things easy.easy.easy.wendi tan.jus chill.
/Wednesday, May 5, 2010
/ Wednesday, May 05, 2010
i hate e weather here.
this morning,it was real hot.as though the sun is jus right above my head.and e next moment.im in e shop w/ extremely cold air con as though im in the north pole.wrapped in like 1234533 layers of clothing.resulting in my servere headach right now.now now!
5pm.i stil have 3 more hrs to go.
i want to slp.zzzzzz.
chowchow.imu.
// Wednesday, May 05, 2010
girlfriends are going genting.gosh.tempteddddddd.not bcuz im into those rides.but bcuz being with them will be fun,nth but fun and laughters.
but i jus came bck frm hk like nt a month ago.i cant possibly jus throw this shop aside.moreover.i cant leave kay home and expect mil to take care while im having fun.hmmm.mayb next yr then.haa.earn moolah.moolah come come come.
/Tuesday, May 4, 2010
/ Tuesday, May 04, 2010
say hi to 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but my flabby tummy's stil there!
i strongly believe its e air during confinement.haaa.
anyway.im so looking forward to returning bck to nafa.
wendi,ggooooooogogogogogo.u can do it.
as wad bro always quote-jus only.