Finsh What You've Started.
/Friday, April 16, 2010
/ Friday, April 16, 2010
RANDOM.
thinking back my 20 yrs of life.i've nv been really productive other then creating chaos,being a dumb f ah lian.i've really done quite a few shameful things.and all because for the sake of fake fame and pride,and not forgetting those cheap dirty thrills.
a fortune teller once tell my mum tt i will b married b4 the age of 18 and b a mummy,i laughed it off.but it came true.
i guess the thing about me is that i dont believe what others want me to believe in.i chose to walk the tougher path.and here i am,a young mummy w/ a extremely cute and intelligent talkative girl.
if u ask me,what's the best thing in life i can celebrate,it has to be having kaylee and not regretting.eventhough her presence indeed hinder my way to big dreams and ambitions.but who knows,i'll b worst den who i am today if not for her.
and if its not for her,i wouldnt have realise how my brother would have secretly wrote to his church leader saying tt he feels lonely tt his sis is goin to get married and tt he jus wants me to be happy.whenever i thought bout this,it never fails to let those tears flow down my cheeks,like now.thank you bro.
from young,i know my life wounldn't be the same as others.and as true,i seems to be extra-ordinary,with a fair share of ups and downs.for me to be able to be who i am today.i know there is someone up there to protect and guide me on this journey.tough,i must say to be able to go through all the craps.
This someone shower me with a bunch of lovely loyal friends who are and will be there for me 24/7.a few who's name has constantly been running through my mind were,shi yun,renyi,lulu,the few who sticked with me accepting my flaws,and they made me believe in everlasting friendship.
i know,i aint a person who is easy to hang around with.
This someone gives me something tt i doesnt have since birth-Happiness.God,thank you for answering my prayers,blessing those who love me and i loved.for giving me everything.
come 22nd will be my little girl's appointment at KKH.God,if u were to let me have kaylee as my 18th bday gift,then i really wish tt it'll be a perfect one.
i appreciate everyone who has been in my life at any part of the time,be it whether u are the even just a hi-bye friend.cause u mould me to who i am today.
and not forgetting the amazing boy,chow weiliang.for wanting to marry me and taking up the responsibilty tt not all guys will.u're the reason for my change and i love u.now and forever.