Finish What I've Started.

/Monday, October 19, 2009 / Monday, October 19, 2009

damn it.
chowchow booked next yr tickets to bkk .
and fucking hell.
four days aft booking.
HIS FREAKING ENLISTMENT LETTER CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ccb mansxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsx.
not only tt he cant celebrate my birthday with me.
he's enlistment date is on the knncc* birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,he said tt if im able to find someone to acc me to bkk for tt trip,he'll considered it as he's sponsoring the ticket fare for me and tt person.
jus tt e other person got to top up ard 100 to change the name?
BUTTTTTTTTT
everyone is nt available.
how nice.
jus keeping my fingers crossed tt sherms or eve might be able to make it.**
ok.and since tt's the case. again,we're going to book next week tickets to bkk.
in celebration of CHOW WEILIANG 20th BDAY. and his last holiday b4 havig to surrender his hair for army.
ohwellohwellohwell.

/Tuesday, October 13, 2009 / Tuesday, October 13, 2009

is there a formula to marriage?
i hate myself.
yes i do.
dun ask me y.
i dun belong here.
i've got so much things to say.
if only there is another wendi as listener.

i think im falling.
back to the past pls.

when u realise /Saturday, October 10, 2009 / Saturday, October 10, 2009

for my baby girl.

when u realize it's not only ur life u're responsible with.
when she's the love of ur life.
the reason you tolerate with the changes around.
the reason when u face into the mirror, seeing the body changes after pregnancy. and laughed it off gracefully.
the reason when she fall asleep in your arms.
and you tell urself.
"Its all worth it, for my baby girl"

and suddenly you feel tt, "hey,im no longer the past me."
she brings out the motherly me(:

our little kaylee chow /Thursday, October 8, 2009 / Thursday, October 08, 2009

she's sleeping.ard 2 weeks old.

RECENT PICTURRESSSSSS.

more to come.
(:

and and /Tuesday, October 6, 2009 / Tuesday, October 06, 2009

well,its been sometime since i last blog.
dedicate this space to my little girl-
happy one month little girl.its been a month since you're out from my tummy.
i admit,initially life ain't easy to adapt when you're with us.
having to wake up almost EVERY 2hrs,hoping to give you the best i can-breast milk.
yes,tiring it is,but whenever i see you smiling,i know its all worth it.
you make me realize the satisfaction of being a mother.
rmb when i bring you back.u're 2.8kg? exactly a weight loss of half a kg since you're born.
and now i bet you're at least approaching a 4 kg.
its all because of your existence, i realize how powerful i can be.
just for you.
i hope you'll be able to read this space many yrs down the road.
for all the things i do, i just hope tt you'll be a strong happy and healthy normal girl.
tt you wont be like ur mummy, born with many sicknesses.
i will continue to give you my very best i can.
all because i bring you into this world.
and now, exactly 12 am,i wish you a happy one month old.
baby girl. i love you.

and brother, like always,i will still be ur big sister, ur pillar of strength.
its just tt we're nt staying under the same roof.
but i am always here for you.
just like the past(: