Finsh What You've Started.
story time!! /Tuesday, September 15, 2009
/ Tuesday, September 15, 2009
DISCOVERING THE SECRET WITHIN.guess its time i tell everyone how i get to know about my pregnancy.
those who are close to me will know that i have been a strong believer of living off my single life,as in the thought of marriage is never anywhere in my mind,especially when im starting to get a hang of my school life.
during that time,i remembered saying that i'm living the best part of my life.never would i want to change anything.
because i had the bestest boyfriend,closest friends,night life could never be more colorful,everything in life i could ever asked for.
i had regular mens,so when my mens was late for 1,2 days,i knew something was wrong.
shared the news with lulu.
i tell you, THANK GOD lulu was there giving chowchow and i the support. we wanted to get myself tested. everyone was anxious, luckily this girl give a clearer picture of ehat we should do.
tested 3 times. maybe im in a self denial state,i keep thinking those results werent accurate enough.so we went to see a doctor to confirm everything.
that was the worst stage.the 5 mins waiting time jst seems forever.
and that damn fuck doctor,just persuaded me to just abort the baby.
remember ah,
THAT ANG MO KIO CENTRAL BLACK MOLE RAFFLES MEDICAL CENTRE DOCTOR_|_
the whole incident happened before Chinese New Year, both of us wanted to let our parents have a Happy new year before breaking this earth-breaking news. at the same time, chow's family was busy planning his dad 44th bday celebration.
went to research about abortion, drank the whole bottle of cough syrup each day to make myself sleep
(chow didnt know about this.hah),and decided to keep the baby.just couldnt bring ourselves to kill this little life.
luckily,luckily chow has been v. supportive on my decision.not making me feel anymore stressed.
PRESENTING TO YOU.............................
our dear girl KAYLEE CHOW(: