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Profile. I'm Wendi Tan. . WEDDING ALBUM MY WEDDING DAY

in a few mins time, lulu and co will be on board the air plane for a 5 days shopping spree.**envy envy.
i want to go too!!!but i know i'll miss my girl like hell.so... well,wait till she slightly older.
i hope the girls will enjoy their trip man!i guess its damn exciting la. sherms said they'll be clubbing. i'll be waiting to hear their stories.hah.

very fast.
confinement days will soon be over. . which means my little girl's full month will be reaching near!!
chowchow and i have decided to settle with distributing cakes and stuff to our relatives instead of holding any form of gathering.
it wouldnt be nice to let our relatives to bao another red packet for little not long after our wedding,isnt it?(:
i've got real lota pictures of my little girl.
real lot.
from day 1 till now.
she's grown alot.from the scrawny little kaylee to a kaylee much more chubbier.
i hope she will be as fit as a bull.
and that she can have the happiest childhood she could ever ask for.
because deep down, chowchow and i are really trying to give our very very best to her.
(:

fuck.
ya, i've given birth to a daughter whereby it seems like im nt her mother.
its who and who, who make the decisions.


detest.

sometimes,
sometimes i just wish that i have the ability to escape with my girl and hubby to neverland.
or maybe a place where its only, me, him and her.
funny isn't it?
i've given birth to a girl whereby its who and who call the shots.
she's nt going to go bald.
_|_

duno what got into me.
suddenly got the urge to break the news about my little girl and marriage to cheong and GH.
tested for their reaction.
Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
eh
baby?
WENDI says:
ya
mine
Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
ur baby?
WENDI says:
ya
Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
OMFG
when did u....????
WENDI says:
i intend to tell u all aft i give birth.
im married.
21/03
born few days back uh!

You stopped sharing photos

Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
holy shit


Don -` says:
its a baaaaaaaaaaaaaby
so cute
WENDI says:
cute rite.
mine
Don -` says:
wads its name
WENDI says:
DUN GET SHOCKED!
Don -` says:
err herrr
wad
WENDI says:
ya
mine
serious.

You stopped sharing photos

Don -` says:
errr..
wth
WENDI says:
yups.
HELLO?
Don -` says:
beautiful
lol

to my pleasant surprise, they gave their blessings. something which i want to keep forever.(do you know how it feels when someone,who've accompany you during that secondary school yrs give you their utmost blessings?AWESOME(:)

Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
SURE
why not
=]
anyway congrats for the wedding and all the best for ur baby
make sure u be a good mama and take her up well
WENDI says:
of cuz la.
been deciding for v long.
b4 coming to a conclusion
dun wana kill
Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
yepyep
btw u look damn pretty and u have a very handsome husband
=]
all the best for ur marriage
Gh1802 <3 Kit1802 says:
well maintianing a relationship is not easy
so i know u can do it
=]
mama ler
AIYO
happy for u

Don -` says:
awww
slowly ba
u'll be a gd mum for sure
Don -` says:
lol
shocked a little
but everyones growing up liao
so.. just another phase of life
and am soo so so glad u made la..
awesome
Don -` says:
yup yup
tough times dont last, tough man does
but for ur case, it can also refer to u
lol


thanks dudes,for believing in me.giving me the courage and confidence to live life with my head held up.and at the v. least,i know,having a friend like you,is worth the years(:

DISCOVERING THE SECRET WITHIN.
guess its time i tell everyone how i get to know about my pregnancy.
those who are close to me will know that i have been a strong believer of living off my single life,as in the thought of marriage is never anywhere in my mind,especially when im starting to get a hang of my school life.
during that time,i remembered saying that i'm living the best part of my life.never would i want to change anything.
because i had the bestest boyfriend,closest friends,night life could never be more colorful,everything in life i could ever asked for.
i had regular mens,so when my mens was late for 1,2 days,i knew something was wrong.
shared the news with lulu.
i tell you, THANK GOD lulu was there giving chowchow and i the support. we wanted to get myself tested. everyone was anxious, luckily this girl give a clearer picture of ehat we should do.
tested 3 times. maybe im in a self denial state,i keep thinking those results werent accurate enough.so we went to see a doctor to confirm everything.
that was the worst stage.the 5 mins waiting time jst seems forever.
and that damn fuck doctor,just persuaded me to just abort the baby.

remember ah,
THAT ANG MO KIO CENTRAL BLACK MOLE RAFFLES MEDICAL CENTRE DOCTOR_|_

the whole incident happened before Chinese New Year, both of us wanted to let our parents have a Happy new year before breaking this earth-breaking news. at the same time, chow's family was busy planning his dad 44th bday celebration.

went to research about abortion, drank the whole bottle of cough syrup each day to make myself sleep(chow didnt know about this.hah),and decided to keep the baby.just couldnt bring ourselves to kill this little life.
luckily,luckily chow has been v. supportive on my decision.not making me feel anymore stressed.


PRESENTING TO YOU.............................
our dear girl KAYLEE CHOW(:

hihihihihi!
finally,after !@#$%$^ years,i get to go out 'see flower see grass'.
went to TMC for check up.
i realize my courage got boosted after giving birth to little girl.
friends and folks,
I GOT MYSELF JABBED TWICE TODAY !
damn proud la.haha.
little girl has been getting cranky these few days.i hope things will get better in days to come.
been totally breast feeding her for the past few days,getting up every 2 hrs.
but i think its all worth it.seeing her grow each day.and the contentment on chow's face.
i know, its all worth it.


ohoh.btw,Monsters visited me yst.THANK YOU guys for the gift,especially the card.
Touched***
(:

ok.let me start blogging by congratulating baby girl a HAPPY 1 WEEK OLD!
life had took a 180 degree change ever since her presence.
gota wake up every 2 hours to b-feed her for half hour,everyone in the house is getting busy about her.
wanted to pen down my thoughts.but i think little girl's awake.
gootta go play with her(:
anyway, the pictures u guys requested.
ENJOY!
First Day.
her very first photo,see her wet hair?hah.



Day 2.



A happy daddy(:

Day 3.



upload the rest when i am slightly free.
bye!

seriously duno whats happening to blogger.
now.cant upload a single picture.
argh.
anyway.a thought came to my mind last night.
im really really glad tt i didnt abort little girl.

really really really glad.

ENGOREMENT.
ENGOREMENT.
ENGOREMENT.
ENGORGEMENT.
ENGORGEMENT.






i hope little girl will faster get discharge.and help me with this damn problem.i dun wana end up having blocked ducts and fever.i wan to BREAST FEED her la.

hihihihihihihihihihihihihi!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
little girl's having jaundice.
staying in hospital.
hopefully tmr she'll be discharged!!!!

should i say im happy tt chowchow went out,or should i say im happy tt im having some time to myself?



is this normal?
will someone just talk crap to me.i feel like talking crap now.
i think i've eaten some estacy.
!@#$$#%^%



**target found:talking to shi jun now.

i think i know what i can do while waiting for little girl to come out.
simply just.

eat,
sleep,
eat,
sleep.
just like a figging pig.


i've been saying that she's coming out soon,but, its not really soon uh?
firstly, i dun really feel any MAJOR contraction(or either,i dun quite get what contraction is)
secondly,i seriously think that she's having hell lota fun inside.

chowchow's goin O Bar tonight, i hope he'll have fun with his pigs and dogs.(:
aiyayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaya.
cant wait anymoreeeeee.
get done and over with!

prepared my hospital bag.brought nth for little girl because TMC's providing everything.

-breast pump.
-disposable undergarments.
-nursing bra.
-nursing pads.
-maternity loops.
-set of dress.
-towel.
-chargers for phone,psp,nintendo,ipod.
-NINTENDO.
-ipod
-brick game.
-CANDIES and COOKIES.
and those medication Dr Yeo mentioned.


anyway,due to H1N1,TMC's restricting 2 visitors to each bed per visit.
so i guess,those who really wants to come for visitation just got to take turns.
but it'll be nice if you guys can bring my fav food uh.
no food,sweet also can.
preferably Fruitip uh. the mixed fruit gummy kind.
THANKS UH.Wahahaha.
PRIORITY given to ms LLL and co. la, after all she called me tt nite.

lll: eh,y ur water bag haven burst uh.
me: how i know, u want to ask my water bag not?
lll: i everyday counting down man.everyone's getting excited.
me: im not really looking forward to tt day though.
lll: if you on the way to hospital.no matter what time, must ask chowchow to CALL me.i dun wan sms.


**touched touched.

argh..............................................................
lets hope little girl wont be induced.
countdown countdown.
till im a little bored.

HIHIHI.
im still at home.little girl still not out yet.
chowchow has been reeally kind for the past few weeks bringing me around Singapore just because i wish that i can get to eat those food before confinement.
u know,there's this irony inside me.
a part of me hope that i can see little girl asap.
a part of me hope that days will pass by sssssllllllowlllllllyyyyyyyy because i wanted to enjoy my last few days and simply because the thought of needles and blood just makes me dread getting myself warded any earlier before due date.
BUT!!!!!!i hope i wont have to face induction. i hope i can give birth to little girl using mine own strength,hopefully.
well,till then.





aiyayayayayayayaya. let the ball rolling.

WARNING.
THIS POST IS GOING TO BE VERY BORING TO THOSE WHO AREN'T PREGNANT.cuz its draggy draggy.



Bro called me last night and sounded amazed about the hydro birth thingy. so i went to find out more info bout it.
COOL UH! watch only the main thingy. dun bother watching the whole video, cause the end part is rather draggy.

Benefits of giving birth in water.

* It relieves pain women who labour in water are far less likely to use medical pain relief – in one study, only 24% of first-time mothers who had water births needed pain-relieving drugs compared to 50% of those who didn’t use water.
* It reduces stress and anxiety which in turn lessens your perception of pain and gives you confidence in your ability to give birth.
* It supports your weight and makes it easier for you to stay upright, helping your pelvis to open up so your baby can pass through. The buoyancy of the water also makes it easier to change positions to help you cope with your contractions.
* It reduces the risk of tearing The water softens the tissues of your perineum (the area between the vagina and anus) making them more supple and able to stretch to accommodate your baby’s head as it passes through. This also means you’re less likely to need an episiotomy.
* It frees feel-good hormones Relaxing in warm water stimulates your body to produce pain-relieving endorphins.
* You can combine it with other forms of pain relief including gas and air, massage, acupressure and aromatherapy. You won’t be able to use a TENS machine in the water; neither can you pethidine, since this makes you drowsy, or an epidural, as it limits your mobility. However, you can choose to get out of the pool to have these at any time.


all these factors just motivates me to just push my ass out this time and not giving up for Cesarean birth.
during delivery, TMC allowed
- aromatherapy oil to be used.
- music of my own choice to be played.
decided what oil to be used.

its all just for the BIG day.

came back from TMC.
went for the tour ard the hospital.
i hope for my next birth,i can deliver through hydro-birth.
which means giving birth in water.didnt know TMC got those equip.
little girl's weighing at 3.15kg.
and doc said her size is 'too good for my body size'.
i seriously hope i can deliver her safely.
percentage of giving birth within this week is very very high.
possibility if delivering her next week is only 10%.


and and.my amniotic acid is a little too much.Doc suggested if there is slight leakage.then quickly get myself admitted.
EXCITED UH!!
i'm going to get freaked out so very soon.

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