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Profile. I'm Wendi Tan. . WEDDING ALBUM MY WEDDING DAY

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spoke to Pearl ytd.oh God.i hope she and Phelove will be fine.
hmmmm...Saturday night.
as usual. Brother's working.i seriously hope i can somehow scare him while he's working.But i think his balls will drop if he see me appearing out of nowhere.
im left with 11 days.
one-one day to see my girl!
felt cramps for the past few days.but its still bearable.i wonder if its consider contraction,not.
for 2 straight days,i've been dreaming about my labor process.
everybody says my tummy is damn low and its near impossible that little girl will arrive on 11/09.and im anticipating for the 'take-your-bag-and-GO' moment.
THIS IS IT.
THIS IS IT.
my turn shall come.and i know alot of my lovelies will be praying for me.haha.especially my bro.RITEEEE!
oh well,shall see how it goes.

managed to eat my ba kut teh with mommy today.OH YES!
maybe maybe.maybe after this post,im going to deliver!maybe,if only la.

hulaalalala.
went town yesterday with chowchow.finally got the toy that i've been eyeing for little girl.
gotten alot of good buys.
finally,she has got everything ready!!
all waiting for your arrival~~~
den after my confinement,im going to hit the gym and shed that extra weights.
at least get back my flat tummy,even though with that ample stretchhhheeeeeddddddd marks on.hah.
anyway, have i mention before?
MY HARVEST MOON CHARACTER MARRIED A WIFE AND IS WAITING FOR THE WIFE TO GIVE BIRTH!!
it took me months to play till this stage.excited.
i seriously duno what to blog alrdy.
unless you guys wana see what we've prepared for little chow la.

AND AND. DID ANYONE SAW REN YI'S FACE ON THE PAPERS TODAY?!!
so proud of u,jackass!!
and HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.and your mum


our dinner at Rendezvous Hotel thaaaaaaaaat day.
too happy indulging into the oysters and stuff(:

gona set up the cot later after chowchow finish his basketball session.
OH YES!!!
and and and.going baby fair tmr.he promised to bring me out for a feast after his paper today!!
i hope he did well for this paper.

anyway, this is my tummy when im like.36 weeks?its far much bigger now.compact uh.lol.

what lies ahead.
im starting to stop looking forward.
if only the situation is not like this.
if only i wont be of that useless.
if only.....

i know what im doing.
its because u dun know me well.
tts y u guys think tt im such and such.

i will miss those silent moments.


invisible eyes.

okkkkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy.



after much consideration.
chowchow and i hav decided that mayb little girl name will be changed to Kaylee?
which means "Happiness".
because most of them commented that Mika is too Japanese.and i wouldnt want marcus and co to start discussing that the name sounded a little too cheee--na prostitute trying to be like a jap.

so.anyway.i've got alot of things to update on.
but bro's busy having his exams.
the girls are having fun clubbing.
and some stuff are not really nice if i have to blog it out.

argh.i stil cant upload images.
dammit.

so boring uh?!



chowchow faster finish studying...................................
bring me out...................................................................

lalalala.
i'll be receiving the items from my sprees very very very soon.
i'm left with ard 20 days!!!!
TWO ZERO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!

actually little girl can greet the world anytime. but Doc Yeo suggested not to break my water bag, let it burst naturally.
*good good!!
but generally,i hope that she will arrive end of next week.

because i wana
1)Go for chowchow's grandma bday dinner.(24th/08)
2)Wait for Chowchow to finish his last and Major paper.(26th/08)
3)Go to baby fair.(next week)
4)Go to Chinatown for my Yu sheng.
5)Go to Bugis for my Ba Ku Teh.
6)Hopefully to meet up with the girls before going into confinement.
here's a little prayer before ending my post of the day(:

lord, allow my prayer be heard by you.
i pray that you'll bless little girl to arrive safely into this world.
and that this delivery will be a smooth and safe one for me.
equip us with your blessings that little girl and i will face the battle together.
and that chowchow can be the happiest father ever.
i am sure that You'll hear me like the day You did.
i Thank You for everything You've done for this small family.
and giving us this little miracle by chance.
Praise the lord.

Amen.

HI!!!

hadnt been blogging for quite some time.
went to see Doc Yeo today. 37th week check up.
mika is a little big right now. and was told tt my tummy is a little too tight.
so, he said little girl is suitable to greet to world from today onwards!!
and he's giving an approx. of 1-2 weeks time.
he told chowchow:"shall see you in the labour room in 1-2 weeks time."*pat on his back.

too bad. blogger is crazy again.if not i could have uploaded the pic of my tummy 2 weeks back.
its getting bigger and BIGGER.

i will do so mannnnyyy things if i could.
suddenly feel that so much more is coming. and i dun belong to this world.
i want to bring those peeps i love to another place where only laughter exists.real laughter i meant.
have you ever felt that you are so useless,that you cant do anything?
yup.i'm randomly feeling this way.
so not use to the "because its like that."



~!@!@@#@$##$$@%$$%^%^%$#$#@!!~
wendi,bite onto the bullet.
the sun gona appear when rain stops.


Praise the Lord.


i.......................its ok.i just got to shut up.
only chowchow knows me best.
like i say before,he's my playpal,my buddy,my bestie,my listener,my lover,my hubby.
MY KNIGHT(:

oh my god oh my god oh my god.
33 days more.
333333333333333333333333333333333333333333.
i feel like banging my head against the wall sometimes when i converse with hubby.
i really duno where the hell he got all those weird and funny thinking.


me:chowchow, r u looking forward to tt day?
him: yah, looking forward to seeing you pain and faint.
me: -.- you not looking forward to see ur daughter meh?
him: of course i will. i wont let you carry her.not anyone.
SELFISH BRAT.

love me.hate me.say what you want about me.
lalalalalala.


i know my life is way much better den urs.*applause

continue to bullshit behind my back.
what a ChaoAhL.

because i cant sleep in the middle of the night.
im happily shopping away!!~~~~~~~~


p.s: its amazing to know that this love is still as sweet as before. just by looking at you sleeping(in 1 min time.)
we've been tru so so so so many. not forgetting wishing upon the meteor star during ur friend's bday along east coast park two years back.
if anyone were to ask me whether the wishes made upon the meteor star do come true.
i will proudly answer:
"yes,it does.because it let me believe in love.and till date i still feel love."

tts enough.
life's all about this,no?

(:

i've got another three seven days to go.
i'll be a mother in a blink of time.
i used to be an anti-marriage person.i was self centered.being the eldest,i need to be independent.and because of a mistake i've made.i've learnt the way well.but it doesnt mean that i've regretted marrying.no,i've not regretted on this decision of keeping mika and being a Chow(:
i remembered someone used to tell me"ur life is a roller coaster ride."
yes, i agree.been through ups and downs.
had my adolescent days.the days of being rebellious,wild and fret over peanut issues.
i'm glad my brother does not follow my path.
and i thank my mum for everything she has done.for giving me the freedom.for still being there for me.yet,silently worrying.
she often says" you will know how it feels to be a mum one day."
i think this one fine day will very soon come.
its not easy to maintain a relationship,let alone a marriage.and i know she will want my marriage to be a good one even though her marriage isn't smooth sailing.
to her, she always want to give her all to the both of us.
she's a good mother.even though at times i dun agree with her doings.
i dun express my thoughts very well.because im afraid of those awkward situations,i dun like to show any signs of weakness to anyone.and i think the person i express lest is the person im concerned most.
i really want to tell her-"thank you for doing so many things for me,giving me everything i want.granting my wishes time and time again.and seeing me happy is the only thing u will ever ask for in return.
mum,i finally know how it feels to be a mum this day."

(:

im so going to rendezvous hotel buffet!
promised myself that this is going to be the last good meal before i step into confinement!!
GOOD FOOD!here i come!!!!

i've got a feeling i cant deliver on full term maybe because i think dr yeo will think tt little girl is too big.as much as we are anxious to see her,but little girl,whatever it is.we must wait till ur daddy finishes his paper uh!i hope that he can study peacefully for this major paper and not to worry anything.

anyway,
11th-chowchow 1st paper.
13th-36th week check up.
24th-chowchow ah ma birthday.
26th-chowchow 2nd paper.

anyways....
anyone's interested in having a night life job?
raymond called and asked me to help him find more staff for Caesars.(its not some stupid low class boat quay pubs,btw)
so,those who's interested can just text me in whatever ways.
hmmm..from my experience la.could easily earn more then 1k for part timers working 3 days/week.and flexible working hours.

the worst part of pregnancy is,to me, any form of injecting or extracting liquids to/from my body.
i was randomly google-ling about how dilation takes place.
and God,i must say all mothers are brave creatures.


....the cervix effaces from 0% (none) to 100% (completely thinned out). Typically, the cervix begins to efface a few weeks before the baby's birth. Cervical dilation can also begin at this time and is graded by how many of the doctor's fingers can fit into the opening. One finger would mean that the labor process could begin within one or two weeks, five fingers would mean that the cervix is dilated halfway and labor is strong, and more than nine fingers means that labor is well underway and the baby's birth is imminent.


39 more days to that scary moment.

stupid problematic blogger.
ARGH
nowadays even the slightest thing thing gets onto my nerves.
i dun understand,whats happening in me.
i can dream the whole day. wake up feeling like i didn't sleep at all.

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