Finish What I've Started.

/Sunday, May 31, 2009 / Sunday, May 31, 2009

handsome boy.
wo-hoo!!!!!!!!!!

/Friday, May 29, 2009 / Friday, May 29, 2009

little girl is moving!!!little girl is!
i dun want any man-made dilation to my v.,if possible. i dun want it to tear up. i am really afraid that i cant go through the pain and just stop there. but i want to bear this baby for chowchow, just for him.for him to know that he's worth all the pain that i gone tru. never in my life i wanted something so badly, i went all the way to achieve it because i know its worth it.

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every night i pray, i pray for everyone,everything. but for myself. i mumbled. if God is able to bless these ppl, then my life will be fulfilled. i want to share the blessings that God gave me to everyone i love. i dun need any, i thought. because i live for the ppl around me. i'm not trying to be a saint, to sound like a noble man. as the days get closer, i am afraid of depression. i am typing all these because i'm afraid if im down with dep. i wont be able to express. i think alot. i think of my dad's health,which i will cry everytime i think of it. my mum, my bro, my friends, my baby, and the one i live for-weiliang.
never have i believed that i cant live without anyone, but it is he, who makes living a colorful one. the feeling of knowing that we both respect each other as married individuals. as i sit along the window,the wind howled, i faced my true self. the one im most afraid of . i want this baby of mine to grow up heathyly, safely and normally. i want to bear a healthy baby for the sake of my husband, and everyone around me. You know, you know that my bark is louder then my bite. sometimes i didint mean to say harsh words. its just me. if there is any retribution, put it onto me.
since the very day i know about little girl presence, i made a promise to you, my Lord, if everyone were to allow my love to be born, then i'l do my prayer everyday. and its been more then 170 days i've done it without fail, i've nothing much more to say, other then it is Your grace, that bestowed chowchow and i the chance for a miracle to happen(:

-Wendi

P.s: all these are my heart-felt words.

oh mama.... // Friday, May 29, 2009

i think i've got nothing but ranging hormones.
chow chow randomly said some remarks.
"hey, next time if either one of us died, we must make sure our tomb are located next together.not anyway further."
i cried like a baby when i hear that man.
chowchow went laughing all the way when he saw me crying non stop.

oh mama.haha

/Thursday, May 28, 2009 / Thursday, May 28, 2009

thanks lulu(you are always at the top of my list(:)
thanks shermin
thanks charlene
thanks evelyn
thanks loui
thanks ren yi
thanks shi jun

feels so fulfilled. /Tuesday, May 26, 2009 / Tuesday, May 26, 2009

15 weeks. going 14. den 13. den 12, after tt 11, finally 10. and COUNTDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
16/06 next meeting with Yu En.

thank babes:)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo /Sunday, May 24, 2009 / Sunday, May 24, 2009

im so looking forward to tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-with love<3

love conquers. i hope so. /Saturday, May 23, 2009 / Saturday, May 23, 2009

was simply blog hopping-http://summeradeline.livejournal.com/?skip=10

God, i really think that mothers are so noble. at one point i was thinking "what if i cannot make it? what if i faint? what of, what if........" the thought of needles,needles and needles.plus many many insertion just really scares me.

Chowchow, all because i love you mans. if not u give birth urself ah.

random shots of him sleeping, before realising i was taking photos <3

you create wonders. the ability to make me smile despite any circumstances.

the simplicity in you, somehow, put me in the contrast of being complicated.

somehow, i feel that you are special.

somehow, i stil have butterflies in me whenever i see you.

somehow, i know you'll always be there for me whenever i need you.

silly me, for doing the wrongs to you in the past.

i strongly believe that you are my guardian angel. because you've got the power that no one has that can protect me.

i pray that you'll be my guardian angel forever.

only you are capable of burping and farting off your extremely toxicated air to my face.

only you are capable of sleeping within a minute right after getting onto the bed.

only you are capable of making me realise nothing is important in this world if i doesn't have the right person beside you.

only Chow Weiliang, you are capable of all these.

if given a choice, i would ride on this emotional roller coaster again.

because i've never regretted on any incidents happened to us.

you're God's gift to me.

Thank You,Lord:)

/Friday, May 22, 2009 / Friday, May 22, 2009

so excited. lulu and co are coming on this coming tuesday.mahjong and poker girls??????
meeting monsters inc. asap.
tmr Delifrance, buffet(again)
and prawning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways, Loyang Sec is celebrating their 20th anniversary on the 5th of June(sorry renyi, for giving you the wrong info) at 5pm. i duno y the teachers asked me to pass this msg ard. but well,if there is anyone interested, because its FREE:)

more and more like a mummy's blog. /Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / Tuesday, May 19, 2009

do you know where the tons of weight went?

7.5 pounds: average baby's weight
7 pounds: extra stored protein, fat, and other nutrients
4 pounds: extra blood
4 pounds: other extra body fluids
2 pounds: breast enlargement
2 pounds: enlargement of your uterus
2 pounds: amniotic fluid surrounding your baby
1.5 pounds: the placenta

this is good.
go watch it!!!!!

http://kidshealth.org/misc/movie/parent/pregslideshow/index.html

ok, manage to do something meaningful. revoked my mum's payment for my education in NAFA. which means i can slowly take my time to think whether or not to defer my school term without my worrying that my mum's account had been deducted.
should i?
or should i not?
should i?
or should i not?
should i?
or should i not?
should i?
or should i not?

i love everyone, i think(: // Tuesday, May 19, 2009

BACK from my home at tampines.
wa, let me tell u a secret. they say preggies will have bloated boobs. i didnt noe tt mine will be so expandable.hahaha. reaching to D already mans!@#$@!
its really amazing to experience al these wonderful body changes. talking about body changes, let me upload some interesting pictures.

L O O K !!
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4rd month. approaching the start of assessement.

5th month. assessement starts!!

latest update: my 6th months!!! finally end of assessement:)

im so looking forward to every month check up. by the 26th week,i'll be going back more more more often for check up -i like!!!! oh ya, by the way, did i mention, my belly button popped out during my 5 months!haha.

/Thursday, May 14, 2009 / Thursday, May 14, 2009

im so going to rot................................tell me what i can do at home.
1)lay eggs at home.
2)meditate.
3)sleep.
i've done what i do at home. argh. hubb is going to hansheng's bday tmr. i cant go because i need to stay home and 'yang tai'. sometimes i wish that i can sleep and someone will 'wake me up when september ends' because that's when little girl is born.
oh well.

// Thursday, May 14, 2009

went for movie with hubb- Ramen Girl.
just got home from dinner with my bro and dad.
damn, i am becoming more aunty by saying this la. but,the dinner was ex. should have eaten some cheap foodcourt stuff.(tan wenjun, you dun laugh)
nowadays, before i wana spend money on anything, i'll consider twice. super duper aunty behavior.
wendi tan,wad happen to you ah!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
these days, rotting at home is my forte. i have an obsession in reading mummies blogs. you got to admit we're strong people.haha

http://amulet-bb-blog.blogspot.com/
http://immateenagemom.blogspot.com/
http://www.our-little-love-ones.blogspot.com
and alot more.

frankly speaking, i think hubb and i are brave enough to face all these issue that happened for the past months. but after reading theirs, i think, my ordeal is nothing as compared to them.
so to some of my friends out there, hang on. you can make it through. because there's a hero in everyone(:
if it sounds like you, yes, its you, you know who you are.

these little moments /Tuesday, May 12, 2009 / Tuesday, May 12, 2009

chatted with lulu liow for a while. this girl really got the capability to make me laugh.

WENDII* says:
siao, got this guy
my sec mate
he ask me meet him now on msn
say bring me go rounding
Lulu says:
rouding?
WENDII* says:
as in tour in his bike ah
he drive me around in his bike
i tell him i not free, die die say meet up bring me go out
siao
tink i xiao mei mei mans
mansnsnsnsnsnsnsnsnsnns
talk like i desperate for the pathetic bike ride
Lulu says:
HAHAHAHA
WENDII* says:
hahaha
Lulu says:
WAHLAO
u tell him u pregnant luh
then u see what he say
WENDII* says:
i tell him
WA... not interested
not free to entertain you
bye
hahahah
Lulu says:
wah lao
u tell him u pregnant
WENDII* says:
ask him be father
Lulu says:
i think he will be so damn shock man
WENDII* says:
ahahahahahahahah
ater i say, ok, i go out.but u be my baby father
i tink he will lost his balls man
Lulu says:
no
u go sit
after u sit
u say u pregnant
sit bike
sit till got baby
WENDII* says:
hahahahaha.
Lulu says:
i think he will burn his bike

// Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A WARM WELCOME TO THE VIP- MR TAN WENJUN
you bloody effing see ur big name here?!?!!!!
hahahahahahaha.
i know you'll miss me. because, LIFE IS NV GONA BE THE SAME WITHOUT ME-ur belovedddd sisterrrrrrrrrr. that's why i've invited you to come and read my blog!
muacks muacks muacks.
also, i think its the right time to invite those babes to my blog already. soon, i wont be able to see them. argh. i will miss doing everything with them. i hope they wont forget me uh. YOU HEAR IT-LULU LIOW!!!!!????
wanted to upload the progress of my tummy every month- maybe tmr(:

i cant be that ideal peron. i cant and i dun want. /Sunday, May 10, 2009 / Sunday, May 10, 2009

molding others is easy.
being molded is tough.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10. i've lost count.

/Saturday, May 9, 2009 / Saturday, May 09, 2009

3rd day of freedom,
basically did nth the whole day except trying to revamp my blog. i think this is way much better than the previous one.
baby declan came over to our place and his mum, who is chow's cousin bought us alot alot of girls' clothes,headbands from korea. love it man. shall take pictures of it soon, or maybe, not that soon.
P.s-monsters, meet up soon leh. im rotting home. i've got to rest til next yr mans. and i cant even sit stil for these 3 days already.

cn you believe. only yesterday i realise "ya, im staying in chow's place" i was concentrating on my assessment since the moment i stayed here.
i did everything i could to prevent myself from feeling bored. from packig the room, to study room, to doing laundry. my freaking mad bro was kinda surprise when i tell him i got to rush home to wash stuff. hahah** laughing to myself.
life with chow is great till now, he really provides me with the support i need. the shoulder to lean on. i cant assure that he's going to stay like this for the rest of the marriage, but at least i see the effort in him. i feel blessed. even if no one sees his effort. i know, my dear, you're trying to give me the best ever in the world.

'you have an eye for fashion' /Wednesday, May 6, 2009 / Wednesday, May 06, 2009

OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feeling is awesome when you know that you've given ur best.
finally, all the drama is over. i can finally stay home and rest.
im glad to hear the HOD good and bad comments. i'll definitely keep that in mind.
be focus(:
thank you chowchow for helping me out with my assessment stuff. his family to tolerate my messiness during this assessment period.

this is it. i've given my best shot. did my best. and no regrets.
off to holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/Monday, May 4, 2009 / Monday, May 04, 2009

last lap.
Go Wendi
Go lulu
Go Shermin
Go Evelyn
Go Grace
Go Louisa
Go Michelle
Go Fadilah
GOGOGOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO!!!!
go little Yu En

/Sunday, May 3, 2009 / Sunday, May 03, 2009

i need to change my link. i cant possibly blog at youareafuckingnoseyparker.blogspot.com when im a mummy uh.
anyway the wedding video's out!!!!! shall share with monsters and the girls soon.
i want to upload pictures on the progress of my tummy. but my tummy like not that pregnant leh. i hope little Yu En is growing healthy inside me uh!!!!