Finsh What You've Started.
/Monday, March 16, 2009
/ Monday, March 16, 2009
hmmm...i duno why.i dun feel sleepy rite now.
now that im a mother. my baby.i think i shall just enjoy every moment of being a mother. having that little baby.i should have really be careful on my diet.but den, my urge for chili just cant stop.lulu says i drink chilli. and God, i jus cant stand plain food.i need lyk good chilli to go with any food.i realli hope baby is fine.a few more days.a few more days, yes, and the big day.
a few more days, a few more days, and i'll noe my baby gender. i seriously cant wait.
all along i'm that self centred, 'i am who i am' girl. but now, i noe i can change for the motherly me.god. lulu's voice is in me now.her 'so excited,so excited,so excited' voice. nth in ths world will be more important den this baby.
to my baby: i hope u read this post and noe how much ur daddy and mummy loves you man.i give up my freedom. i give up my dreams. i give up e trust my mum use to have in me. all because i want to be responsible, to be responsible for a life that we've created. and all because i noe i have someone who love me. be it how monsterous i look and sound at times. all and all. because i noe, its worth it.
only he sees the true me. because he withstand shit from me.only he noe how shitty i can be because he's the champion in tolerating.