Finish What I've Started.

/Monday, March 17, 2008 / Monday, March 17, 2008

its gettin out of hand.

i noe all of u are reading.
u noe what im refering to.the ones whom i need most.
how can everything land up lidat?last nite u cried.
ur tears made me realise how fragile tings can be.i tot by leaving tings could be better.
shouldnt the one who created the mess cleans up the whole ting?
habitatually,i wanted to meet up,but den iforget.forgotten that things are not use to be wad it were,once.so young,innocent,vibrant and happy.
u said we dun understand ur boy.u said this u said tt.
but den do u understand how this friendship had soured?
no one would want to understand someone out of sudden.it needs time.
from 9 to 8 to 7 to 6 to 5.
i think u can continue waiting.til the number slipped to 0.
i duno whether wad im saying is correct.or either if u're feeling comfortable with wad im saying.
but pls do not pull other innocent parties into the picture.
its unfair to them.
if u are wad u claims u r.den speak out for yourself.for everyone.
if not,at the least.pls clear ur own shit.those acts reali caused too much tears.

// Monday, March 17, 2008

shhh...

'19' the sacred number.

/Wednesday, March 12, 2008 / Wednesday, March 12, 2008

read all those.
all those remarks.
those words from ur bottom of ur heart.
and i got wad u meant.
for all these months.
im just laughing,having fun with someone whom she felt most uncomforatble with.
i duno what's more to say.
im left speechless.
more lyk heart wrenched.
those words u said.slapped me to reality.
u seems to be lyk a lawyer defendin the accused.
u shoot nonsensical stuff that make others laugh.
and u tink u are correct.u claims to be a righteous person.
the one who knows almost everything.
the one who knows what's right from wrong.
but today.after reading all those.
i know im just a nobody to you.
its just my naive thinking all these while of taking u as my close friend.
tonight u manage to make me lost the little trust left in you.
i joined with nth.
and now i leave with nth.
maybe im a loser.
but wad bout u?let me just have my last say.
when you say others.
digest what u said.
u're not the perfect as what u think.
just lyk i noe im not perfect at all.
and i admit my flaws.
do u?

just leave me alone,i mean,alone.

/Sunday, March 9, 2008 / Sunday, March 09, 2008

something happen that made me wana blog.
things gone worst.my inner soul was asking loads of questions.
do u know the answer?i duno.
i duno what is all this.i duno whether the relationship we once shared had turned sour.or did i tink too much.am i paranoid,or i'm just being nosey.
f damn it,
didnt realise this f thing had indirectly affect me till today.
cant accept the fact.

baby,i love u.