Finish What I've Started.

/Tuesday, January 8, 2008 / Tuesday, January 08, 2008

ok.new year.

and i've finally tot of a new year resolution for monsters.

i wish i wish...i wish for...

shi jun to lessen down her insults!

leongie babi to become more lyk human!

ren yi's head to become smaller!

grace to grow taller!

shannie to laugh properly!

clara to be whitened!
jaslyn to become less hyper!

feli to quit her gaming!

ME to sleep lesser.(cuz im proud to have a big head OK,monsters)

last saturday.went to celebrate chowchow buddy-marcus leow bday.

hmm..got to know his frens a litt beta?reali enjoyed tt nite:)

pics wil be uploaded soon.

the bday boy,MARCUS LEOW-holding the bday gifts from us.hahaha.

those fun tt nite=)

/Thursday, January 3, 2008 / Thursday, January 03, 2008

lovelies,
ive got everything done.
i almost tripped along the way.
and got myself landed in a misshapen state.
i've not regreted knowing u.even at the expense of losing everything.
listen up,its everything.
tou' should know,the pain and hurt that had diminshed.
shall never be replaced.
as i am writing this entry.a plebiscite one.
asking my inner self for an direct answer about whats happening right now.
been throught those times.u know best bout wad exactly took place between us.the joy and tears,were once overwhelming.
im glad,that u're not t the guy tt i once know.tt abusive one.
i dont know why im recapitulating all these.yeah.its an end to a long relationship.
the calmness i have now,amaze me.makes me shivered.
shouldnt i be a rumbustious one?
u use to say that i am a ruminative person.but boy.it because u force me to.
now tt im in his arms.shouldnt u be glad?
i dont know.i dun wan any answers or commitments either.
dude rmb this,i faced struggles.and now im freed.

// Thursday, January 03, 2008

chowchow knows tt im feeling down these days.he skipped his lecture today and came to find me.im sleeping lyk a dead log!he bought egg muffins:D.didnt noe macdonalds food were delicious.

rite now,at this moment.im feeling calm.it seems lyk nth happen.but i knew things doesnt seems to be rite.
i wan things to be perfect but i noe,sometimes things just cant be so perfect.do u understand wad im saying?i duno.
baby is reali being so good,i swear.he's the guy i ever wanted.it seems lyk,he's from fairyland.im from the hell.he's fated to meet me.and face hellota troubles.once,dere was someone saying.my life is a roller coaster ride.it spins tru ups and downs.so fast tt i couldnt even catch my breathe.
ok,here's the final round.the last stage,dude.hang on dere,i whispered.

/Wednesday, January 2, 2008 / Wednesday, January 02, 2008

im back to blogging.
i spent my last day of work/new year eve with boss,her bf and chowchow.
boss wanted to make me drunk.BUT rmb?i swear im not going to be drunk ANYMORE.
and den..here come chow chow...boss and her bf reali swear to make chowchow drunk.
firstly-asahi beer.
secondly-kanoka shouchu.
thirdly-jack daniel.
lastly-tequila .
AND,did i mention dere was alot of sushi for him too?
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BUT for those who knows.mixing of drinks wil tend to get drunk easier.
so,GOOD GAME.when we cab to tam,he throw out til lyk hell.
blah blah blah.those who know.
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went to meet guan hong aft work.went to haf dinner at esplanade.
its been a long time since we reali meet up.had a good chat.
thanks fcuker.toking to u makes me feel beta.
now.he's out.and he gives us his blessings.he seems to have sort of his tinkings.
babes(esp,monsters).thanks for the concern.u guys gave me a helping hand before everything was finalised.
i settled everything.everything was finalised.
year 2008.
may everything be ok.
1)results able to go into poly.
2)chowchow and i to be happier.
3)monster to have a happier life.more meet ups.
4)he to have a beta life.