anyway, busy with boxymoxy.blogspot.com(:

Thanks ah Shane,for telling me tt im so GOD DAMN GORGEOUS DROP DEAD pretty IN THE PAST,and im no better of then some ugly naive stupid girl now uh.

wad to do,give birth alrdy ma.hahaha

GONNA resign FROM RCL SOOOOON.
argh.
WENDI TAN!6 more days!!!
sometimes im just so pissed off with how superficial humans are when they starts to get bitchy.
office life aint my cupa tea!
ok,its ok.chill.
whatever it is.my anger jus wears off whenever i see Kaylee chow smiling to me widely when i reach home.somehow,i feel that she knows tt im her mummy,or mayb,she knows the booby that feeds her.

GOSH,yst,i was packing the money in for the red packets and i was shivering ah! i really cant imagining myself having to distribute ang baos at this age. oh well.

hey peeps, support alrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiight. let me have something to be occupied when im joblessD:
haa.

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I'M SO PROUD OF YOU.
YOUR DREAM FINALLY COME TRUE.
MAY UR DREAM FLY HIGH.
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argh.
bb,thanks ah.for listening me out.was so damn pissed off.
im off to take care of kaylee.mum's going sleep soon.
at least i put in the effort to write something ok!!!
love ya!!!
(:

finally had the time to blog.
had a shopping spree in thai during the past weekend.
god,manage to get clothes to supply for a year.
chowchow,thanks for sponsoring ah.hahaa.
anyways,kaylee is growing up to become a chatty girl!!!if only i could understand wad she's saying.
had a rather good weekend with family.
well,time for work!!!!


here's my very cool kaylee.
CLASSIC!!

suddenly have to urge to blog.
sometimes i feel,,it isnt who you are tt make u strong as a person.but the ppl ard u tt makes u stronger,for their sake.
i know,i have some good trusted friends,who will and for sure,will be there always.just for me.
SHI JUN,REN YI,LULU and the girls.i know.they will be there and im really really glad.tt i have you guys as my love who will cry for me if im in pain and smile for me if im happy.
thank you.
i dun need any much.just u peeps,bro,kay,dad,and hub.
u ppl are those who makes me who i am.





oh man.i miss lulu liow.

its been so long since i last blogged.chowchow got himself enlisted,finally!!!!
how time flies,kaylee is now flipping and happily talking and talking.
well,will update soon.
off to blogshopping.
(:

ya,my blog's rather dead.
but i guess i'll be blogging much aft 11.dec.
hate it.
call me sissy,useless or wadever.
but im jus so not use to having chowchow nt sleeping by my side.
and tt i cant see him as and when.
i thought it'll be easy but,not for recently.
tt i know im not the usual me.
sorry ppl,but i really need my close ones,the normal few for this period of time.
i wish i could say soo much.but well,i duno who i am now.

i know i've been disappearing from blogger quite some time.
worked like a mother fuckin cow and i enjoyed it.
some random thoughts.
although somewhere,somehow in life,things have changed.
nothing stayed the same it used to be.in terms of friends,those who are true stood stil and never run away.
im glad tt given my character i'm still blessed to have those few true and good friends sticking by my side.making this tough journey a little better for comfort(:

damn it.
chowchow booked next yr tickets to bkk .
and fucking hell.
four days aft booking.
HIS FREAKING ENLISTMENT LETTER CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ccb mansxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsx.
not only tt he cant celebrate my birthday with me.
he's enlistment date is on the knncc* birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


anyway,he said tt if im able to find someone to acc me to bkk for tt trip,he'll considered it as he's sponsoring the ticket fare for me and tt person.
jus tt e other person got to top up ard 100 to change the name?
BUTTTTTTTTT
everyone is nt available.
how nice.
jus keeping my fingers crossed tt sherms or eve might be able to make it.**
ok.and since tt's the case. again,we're going to book next week tickets to bkk.
in celebration of CHOW WEILIANG 20th BDAY. and his last holiday b4 havig to surrender his hair for army.
ohwellohwellohwell.

is there a formula to marriage?
i hate myself.
yes i do.
dun ask me y.
i dun belong here.
i've got so much things to say.
if only there is another wendi as listener.

i think im falling.
back to the past pls.




for my baby girl.

when u realize it's not only ur life u're responsible with.
when she's the love of ur life.
the reason you tolerate with the changes around.
the reason when u face into the mirror, seeing the body changes after pregnancy. and laughed it off gracefully.
the reason when she fall asleep in your arms.
and you tell urself.
"Its all worth it, for my baby girl"


and suddenly you feel tt, "hey,im no longer the past me."
she brings out the motherly me(:



she's sleeping.ard 2 weeks old.


RECENT PICTURRESSSSSS.
more to come.
(:

well,its been sometime since i last blog.
dedicate this space to my little girl-
happy one month little girl.its been a month since you're out from my tummy.
i admit,initially life ain't easy to adapt when you're with us.
having to wake up almost EVERY 2hrs,hoping to give you the best i can-breast milk.
yes,tiring it is,but whenever i see you smiling,i know its all worth it.
you make me realize the satisfaction of being a mother.
rmb when i bring you back.u're 2.8kg? exactly a weight loss of half a kg since you're born.
and now i bet you're at least approaching a 4 kg.
its all because of your existence, i realize how powerful i can be.
just for you.
i hope you'll be able to read this space many yrs down the road.
for all the things i do, i just hope tt you'll be a strong happy and healthy normal girl.
tt you wont be like ur mummy, born with many sicknesses.
i will continue to give you my very best i can.
all because i bring you into this world.
and now, exactly 12 am,i wish you a happy one month old.
baby girl. i love you.


and brother, like always,i will still be ur big sister, ur pillar of strength.
its just tt we're nt staying under the same roof.
but i am always here for you.
just like the past(:

in a few mins time, lulu and co will be on board the air plane for a 5 days shopping spree.**envy envy.
i want to go too!!!but i know i'll miss my girl like hell.so... well,wait till she slightly older.
i hope the girls will enjoy their trip man!i guess its damn exciting la. sherms said they'll be clubbing. i'll be waiting to hear their stories.hah.

very fast.
confinement days will soon be over. . which means my little girl's full month will be reaching near!!
chowchow and i have decided to settle with distributing cakes and stuff to our relatives instead of holding any form of gathering.
it wouldnt be nice to let our relatives to bao another red packet for little not long after our wedding,isnt it?(:
i've got real lota pictures of my little girl.
real lot.
from day 1 till now.
she's grown alot.from the scrawny little kaylee to a kaylee much more chubbier.
i hope she will be as fit as a bull.
and that she can have the happiest childhood she could ever ask for.
because deep down, chowchow and i are really trying to give our very very best to her.
(: